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Don't cry to much
you'll drown
Created on 2005-06-17 20:03:33 (#7463396), last updated 2007-03-27
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Basic Info| Name: | katie |
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| Birthdate: | 1990-03-02 |
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Im Butuh
a meek little girl keeps calling my phoneline and asking for elizabeth. she has called twice this week and once last week. her voice is like a faint bell, and i imagine that she wears glasses and reads books like nancy drew and dreams about living in a place with strawberry fields, whipped-cream snow-tops on mountains of milk chocolate - or maybe i am just manifesting my childhood into hers. it took three times of her calling, but yesterday when i answered the phone to her timid whispers i thought about how each moment is circular; years ago, i was the little girl on the other end of this phone, always dialing one or two numbers off of my own and getting a woman who would always rattle off numbers to me so i would see my mistake. i ended up calling this sweet old woman at least twice a week, regardless of how many times she repeated her number to me, and i would always apologize as if the sound of my voice was poison. (even though now i realize that it may have sounded like a hallelujah to her, maybe she lived alone and i was the only one that called...) so now i am the older woman, rattling off my numbers and telling the little girl when she apologizes to me that there is no need for apology; i tell her that she can call me anytime she likes. i used to do the same thing, i tell her, and a giggle escapes and then the phone clicks. she is gone, i am smiling, and the circle has defined itself, at least in this moment. it seems that it is not just our earth that is rotating, but these moments we live in as well; i met a parallel last night, and it is then that i wonder what lies on the other end of this moment, and when its exsistence will surface.
Im Butuh
a meek little girl keeps calling my phoneline and asking for elizabeth. she has called twice this week and once last week. her voice is like a faint bell, and i imagine that she wears glasses and reads books like nancy drew and dreams about living in a place with strawberry fields, whipped-cream snow-tops on mountains of milk chocolate - or maybe i am just manifesting my childhood into hers. it took three times of her calling, but yesterday when i answered the phone to her timid whispers i thought about how each moment is circular; years ago, i was the little girl on the other end of this phone, always dialing one or two numbers off of my own and getting a woman who would always rattle off numbers to me so i would see my mistake. i ended up calling this sweet old woman at least twice a week, regardless of how many times she repeated her number to me, and i would always apologize as if the sound of my voice was poison. (even though now i realize that it may have sounded like a hallelujah to her, maybe she lived alone and i was the only one that called...) so now i am the older woman, rattling off my numbers and telling the little girl when she apologizes to me that there is no need for apology; i tell her that she can call me anytime she likes. i used to do the same thing, i tell her, and a giggle escapes and then the phone clicks. she is gone, i am smiling, and the circle has defined itself, at least in this moment. it seems that it is not just our earth that is rotating, but these moments we live in as well; i met a parallel last night, and it is then that i wonder what lies on the other end of this moment, and when its exsistence will surface.
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